| Guberdog, thank you for your kind words and wisdom. I hope that someday my expierence can help someone out someday. Hopefully later than sooner, for I dont wish this upon anyone. It has been four days now, our lives are slowly getting back to "normal." I went through the steps of death, first being in doubt, crying all the time, anger, depression. Now when I think of Arco, its happy thoughts, no anger, no bitterness, and no doubt. I loved him so much, but now he is gone and I must move on. I dont think he would want his mommy to be sad over him. He would want me to move on and keep a happy remembrence of him. Guberdog, you gave me a wonderful idea. I am going to have a portrait painted of an angel holding my Arco. I think that would be a loving tribute to my baby. Thank you. |