My baby, my love, my companion.

[Lblomme]

Monday afternoon, my fiance and I, had to make the biggest decision of our life. To put our baby, my 1yr & 4month old Nytro to sleep.
About a month and a half ago, when we would pet him, he would lower the end of his back. For awhile, we thought he was just kind of liking it. But he got worse. We brought him to the vet only to get pain killers and then prednisone. This past Sunday morning, we brought him to the Vet Clinic in the Cities. Our vet there told us she was almost positive it was an infection along a disc on his spine. He had to spend the night that night and she was sure we would be able to pick him up Monday after noon. We then found out late Monday that the last thing the Dr. thought it would be, was true. He had a large tumor along his spine, even with surgery they wouldn't be able to remove all of it and it would grow back. They said it was cancer, so we were left with the only option, putting him to rest. I know he is in a better place, but I can't stop thinking of him. And I feel that if I move forward I would forget him, and that is not what I want to do . I Miss him so so much, it hurts. My heart aches for him, he was only a puppy. I wonder why these things happy to such amazing animals. I know god needed him for something else, and that he is happier where he is. But it just hurts so much right now. He was my everything, my crazy baby. I love you nytro!

[Sheenagirl]

I am so very, very sorry for your loss of Nytro.
I am surprised about the tumor in one so young.
Our Sheena had a spinal tumor also which caused her death - but she was 10 yrs. and 9 months old (no matter the age, it is never long enough).
I feel your pain.
Hold onto your memories. You will not forget Nytro. One day you will be together again.
RIP Nytro - fly high with the angels. You are in very good company.

[Anne]

How sad. I'm so sorry your lost your young boy.
R.I.P Nytro.

[moondog]

I'm so very sorry he had to go.....he was just a puppy still. I lost my Luna to osteosarcoma in her spine.

Originally Posted by Lblomme

I feel that if I move forward I would forget him, and that is not what I want to do .

You are holding him in your heart, and your heart goes where you go. When you move forward, you will not be leaving him behind......he's coming with you. Trust me on that, I know.

[abbiesdogs]

I'm so sorry for the loss of baby Nytro, it's so unfair when they're taken so young.
RIP Nytro

[BeauandShan]

My heart goes out to you in your sadness.

You will not forget him if you move on because he will always be in your heart and that goes where you go.

RIP Nytro

[Jaidann]

I am very sorry for your loss :(

RIP Nytro.

[harleychik66]

Originally Posted by Lblomme

thinking of him. And I feel that if I move forward I would forget him, and that is not what I want to do . !

No matter how far forward you move, you will never forget him. Nytro will always hold a special place in your heart. Time will dull the pain and ache of the loss, but it will not erase the wonderful memories you have of your boy.Years from now you will look back and think of your Nytro and remember all the good memories. It does take time but when those thoughts come they are sure to put a smile on your face.

It is so hard to lose them and I'm so sorry for your loss.

RIP Nytro.

[lgslgs]

Don't be afraid to move forward. Nytro had about 485 days to fill the world around him with puppy love and antics. Be willing to let the pain of losing him fade so that you can be free to move forward treasuring all the joy that he brought on every one of those days.

Moving forward doesn't leave them behind. They move keep moving forward with you - in your heart, in the strange feeling that you still feel their presence in your home after they pass on, and in the strange way a future rottweiler in your life will mysteriously pick up that one mannerism you knew and loved so well from a previous dog.

The pain fades and the love stays. But it certainly does take a while to let the pain wash away. When it does, you'll find that he's still at your side.

Rest easy, Mr. Nytro.



Lynda

[poohbearsdad]

So sorry to hear about your loss. Just remember the good times you had with him.
RIP Nytro.

[caseygina]

i am so sorry for your loss

[tatertot]

I cried as I read your message. I am truly sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers go out to you. Take comfort that your baby feels no more pain and is playing happily with all our loved and missed furry friends.

[bliss7373]

I am so terribly sorry for your loss. Especially in one so young! It is never easy, no matter how young or old they are - but I am just so sorry.

My thoughts are with you.

[TrinaJ]

I am so deeply sorry to hear about Nytro, yet another one taken way too soon by cancer. He was still a puppy

Nytro my you rest in peace and fly high with the angels.

~*sending you a comforting hug*~

I am so very sorry!

Trina

[webangel2b]

I'm so sorry for your loss.

RIP baby Nitro - you didn't have enough years dear boy, not near enough!