Missing my girl tonight

[chivas]

I just miss you, Chivas. I know its been 5 1/2 years but the pain still remains as sharp as it was on Aug 29, 2002. I miss my girl. And I miss my little Zeke and your sister Roxie. Rest in peace my babies, one day we will all be together again.

[Lola B Marie]

I'm really sorry you are having a sad day. I understand the feeling. My rottie ,heart dog, died in 04. Every once in a while, I get such a gripping sense of how much I miss her. Maybe, it's the exact time she is thinking of me. Shortly after she died, I went to a John Edward group reading. He is a world famous psychic and has his own tv show. He was talking to the audience about the spirit world and was able to identify quite a few pets who had crossed over. He was able to tell size, color and a few personality quirks especially with the dogs. The people acknowledged that he was correct. He said the animals were happy and free and yes, we would be together again. This was the most comforting part of the reading. He made a believer out of me.
I hope you feel better as the day moves on. Sending you a cyber hug!
Jane

[LORHEL]

I'm sorry it still hurts so much, you have helped so many others who have had to face the same awful disease as Chivas. I know she is smiling down on you and waiting for that day you will be together again.

[Buggy]

Chivas, reading your post today I just had to reply. I was looking out the window the night of the 21st at the moonlight - missing my boy so badly the tears ran down my face - and he's been gone 7 years. We used to lay on the bed with our chins resting on the window sill looking out at the moonlight in the woods and seeing the coyotes moving out there, and watching the light change and I guess the moonlight just brought it all back in a rush.
It's true I think that we go on with our daily routines getting through the day, the weeks, the years but we never ever forget the love or the feel of those velvet ears or the wiggle of the stump and we grieve that loss for always. I and most of us here on this board know your pain and I think that is why we are all so supportive of each other. I wish you peace and send you a hug and hope with time the tears come less.
J

[shybird]

My thoughts are with you as I know the pain.

[myheartdog]

My thoughts are with you! I lost my sweet boy to lymphoma 09/06/07 and there is not a day that has gone by where i cry I miss him so much,:(

[Sam's Mom]

Just wanted to offer a big hug and a "I know how you feel". The feelings of loss and sorrow...although time does help...are still there under the surface and can erupt with great intensity. Also rememeber...on the other side of the coin...are the wonderful memories of your life together...that are in your heart...that can bring the biggest grin to your face at a moments notice.

[ROCK'SMAMA]

I Know how you feel I miss my Diego so much,especially the sound of his feet thudding on the ground in full sprint or when I crouched down thinking he would stop and give me hug,to only be plowed over feet over head,I never had such a good laugh,what im trying to say is think of the fun times you had with your rottie And it will bring a smile across your face.I hope you feel better :)

[gail1951]

It will be 8 years in August that my Rufus crossed over, there are days I just break down
longing for his company and his only. But I believe that all my boys and girls will be reunited with me again one day. What a joyous wonderful reunion that will be. Until then they are keeping their grandma Nora company. I feel his presence at my lowest times.

My sister called me about a month a go, she is a Yorkie fan, she had one for 13 years.
She was resting in her bed and rolled over and looked yorkie straight in the eyes. She said it was so real. I told her he stopped by while escorting another angel to the bridge.
He went to the bridge 7 yrs in Aug.

So hugs to you.

[Buggy]

It is heart wrenching to me to see so many who have lost their best buddies and still long so deeply for their company. This is how deep these dogs go into our hearts. I have people ask me if I miss having a dog now - I lost my last Rott three years ago - and I tell them I miss the ones I've lost, I miss their personalities and their presence. I miss THEM. But my heart still isn't ready to reach out yet - one day, but not yet. And I agree that we will all be together again and it will be joyous for all of us !!

[webangel2b]

I agree with all the former posters.

I've also experienced the loss of one of god's most loving creatures. The love in a rott must run deeper in their souls then any other breed. I know I've never experienced the love that rotts give from any other dog, cat or horse in my life. They are indeed special and because of that we miss them and grieve forever for them.

I'm sending a big hug out to Jesse, the first rott I ever knew. The one who made me a rott owner for life. God bless you big girl, I miss you.

[bliss7373]

Chivas, I also wanted to offer my sympathy.

It has been a little over a week since I lost my Sofia, but I know that I will mourn her for years to come. In some ways that is terrifying - but I'm slowly coming to think of it as proof of the bond we share with our companions and a testament to the depth and strength of that bond. The relationship you had with your girl is so obvious from your posts.

I still walk through the door and immediately look for Sofia's happy face. I wake up at night and put my hand down to touch her head. It breaks my heart every time when I remember that she's gone.

Wherever your girl is, I am confident that she is grateful for the time she had with you. You will meet again.

[Debbie Ervin]

I know how you feel, I lost my Thor in 04 and my Ceasar in Oct 07, and I can still not bring myself to wash his comforter or pillow that smell so much like him! They are still folded in the family room on top of a couch. We since have another Rottie I rescued who we love dearly but the hurt still remains and sometimes I look at their pictures by my bed and tell them how very much I love them and miss them. I understand. Debbie Ervin