Rocky

[unsung]

For anyone that had been following my boy and his diagnosis with Lymphoma today was his final day. I've copied and pasted my last post from this thread. Thank you.



Last night was rough. His breathing became labored throughout the night and he lost much ability to stand and get up with some stability. I thought he went downhill fast in my last post but it was nothing compared to what happened last night and this morning. I had to carry him down the stairs and pick him up and put him in the Jeep. He was ok other than that. However he completely failed on the way to the vet, which was a twenty minute drive. It was that fast. We didn't even take him out of the Jeep. They couldn't find a vein and he basically lost consciousness and was going into convulsions. He arrived at the vet probably six hours too late. He wasn't active overnight but he was getting up with some help and drinking water. It was shocking how much he changed in how little time he did.

I'd say now from experience that once they have that first bad day to probably go to the vet for his final dose. I called the vet that night and he said to do a few things to try to get him to eat but it never made a difference. My boy died in my arms. He did give him the final spike direct to the heart after failing to find a vein the other way.

I've cried so much the last day that I am numb. This really is the only way I get my feelings out. I feel I waited too long and that I should have taken him in during the night, and for that I am sorry. His pain is now gone but I miss him so much. He was the only one there for me at some times and he was such a good boy. He was such a good boy I was so proud of him. I always bragged to people about him. I miss him and love him so much.

[moondog]

Bless your heart, I am so sorry he had to go. You did everything you could to keep him comfortable. I also feel I waited one day too long when it was my Luna's time to go....it's very difficult to know ahead of time.

You can post a picture here in this thread and they will allow it to stay.

Godspeed Rocky, fly with the Angels! There are many Rottie Angels to welcome you at the bridge.

[unsung]

Thanks, I have attached a picture. This was taken about a week ago and it is with his little brother Drago. This is one of my favorite pictures since they both look to be smiling.

[brunie's mom]

Oh...geez...my heart breaks for you.
Such a young dog and for him to go downhill so fast. I am so sorry....but Rocky will know that you did what you thought right for him.

It's so hard to know "when it's time"...we hope another day, another hour....
I think the day mine will not eat...even when offered something really good...is when I will know "when it's time".

RIP Rocky...

Gina

[MarieM]

I am very, very sorry to hear about your loss! I lost my girl several years ago and she also took her last breath in my arms. I just take comfort that she is no longer in pain as Rocky is no longer in pain and that she and Rocky are playing together right now!

Godspeed Rocky...

[Debbie Ervin]

I am sitting here crying with you! God Bless Rocky and he is no longer in any pain. It sounded bad and I'm sure there was nothing that could have been done. The right thing was done by you and it was non-selfish. My friends dog had lymposcarma and it was just terrible. He went through chemo at the Univ. of Pa. and only went into remission once for a short time and although he seemed happy, he was getting chemo 1st a week and on predisone everyday and it was just so much medicine for him. The chemo is like poison and eventually it does you in. The body can't tolerate it anymore. Boomer lasted 9 mths he seemed happy but it was very termatic for him and us all. She said if she had to do it all over again she would not have done the chemo. Our babies go to young. I am fortunate to have had my Thor till 9 but he was sick for 3 years prior, and my Ceasar who is 11 ,but I tell you there are so many including your Rocky who die to young and there is nothing we can do. My other friends Rottie Ben died at only 2 from cancer. She tried to keep him going by doing a amputation of his leg and he was ok for a couple weeks and a lump popped up somewhere else. So its just such a HORRIBLE disease that befalls so many Rottweilers. My prays and thoughts are with you and my sincere sympathy. Think now of the good times you both had together and as a family and know he is not in pain anymore. Deb Ervin

[miccmill]

I'm so sorry for your loss. You did everything with Rocky's comfort in mind, he just went really fast.

Godspeed Rocky

[Sam's Mom]

I am so sorry the end came so quickly for Rocky. Remember, hind sight is 20/20...why??...because it is easy to have all the answers after the fact. Don't beat yourself up, when people are in the middle of a situation like this it is hard to give up if we see even a glimmer of hope. We are only human...and with all our short comings and limitations our loyal canine companions love us still...for that we are TRULY blessed. Rocky knew you were trying to help him and most importantly that he was surrounded by your love. He did not cross over alone. He is looking down with gratitude and love for all you did.

Too many here have been right where you are and understand how you feel. We are ALL here for you...to listen...and help you through.

Time to grieve...then time to remember...your saddened heart in time will fill with memories that bring smiles.

RIP Brave Rocky you are in the best of company painfree forever!!
Again so so very sorry.

P.S. Thanks for posting the picture of the smiling boys for us all to see. Very handsome and happy boys for sure!!

[poohbearsmom]

Rocky's in some pretty good company now. My thoughts are with you, this is NEVER easy.

Godspeed, Rocky.

[Anne]

I'm so very sorry for your loss of Rocky.
Sleep peacefully Rocky.

[JoJo]

I am so sorry. Spread your wings Rocky and fly with the Angels.

[unsung]

Thanks everyone for the kind words. I spoke with the vet today and he said I did everything perfect, Rocky simply went so fast. He said that there was no suffering which makes me feel a little better.

There is a huge gap in my life and a big hole in my heart. My little guy keeps looking for him, wanting to play.

I think Rottweiler owners are special people. The dogs are so smart, so loving, and truely are gentle giants. They are simply cursed sometimes and taken from us much too young. We always get more, I don't think I'd own any other breed. It is almost like asking for trouble and getting your heart broken. But knowing what we get out of what time we have with them makes it all worth it, even if they go way too soon.

It has been a rough weekend, probably the worst day of my life was yesterday. Today is a bit easier and tomorrow I pick my boy up from the crematory.

I'll never forget him and I know someday I will be with him again.

Thanks again everyone.

[Sam's Mom]

Yes..just imagine when you see each other again the great big giant slobbery kisses and hugs!!
And I am with you forgetting is just not an option...the love is just too deep. I bet Rocky will bring a little black and tan bundle your way when it is time.