Two Years and still grieving

[Bakiera]

It has been two years since I lost my beloved Bakiera,to cancer.She was only 6 years old.She had a lump on her front leg and the leg was amputated,but twok days after surgery,she started to bleed internally and her blood would not clot.I had to put her down or watch her bleed to death.She went through so much pain,physical and emotional when she had to be seperated from me as we were never apart before this.With all the tests she had,every time she was taken away from me it broke both oukr hearts.She was always with me and I would even get up in the middle of the night to hug and kiss her,I loved her so much,she was my soul mate.Not a day goes by ,I don't cry for her.I lost her 2 days before Thanksgiving,and my wonderful husband bought me a Rotti pup for Christmas as he didn't know how else to bring me out of my depression. I couldn't eat or sleep.The new pup helped me get through the next terrible weeks as he needed so much care.Baloo is 2O months old now,and a real sweet heart.But it breaks my heart that I can,t give all of my self to him as I did Bakiera.She will always be my true soul mate,and I will never forget the look in her warm brown eyes the last time I held her in my arms.I miss her so. WILL THE PAIN EVER STOP?