My Moosie...Midos

[Pyra]

Am just devestated...lost my most precious baby, Midos, (my Rotti) this weekend. He went so fast but at least I am grateful I was able to hold him in my arms for several hours before he took his journey to the Rainbow Bridge, where his 'sister' Pookie (my mini- Pekie) who went to the Rainbow Bridge 11 months ago, has been waiting for him. He was 13 - 145#, and the most gentle, gentle loving doggie..she was 17 - 4#...and was just miserable to him...but he never retaliated...he just let her rule the roost and loved her too. They made quite a pair and everybody would laugh at the sight of the two of them together. I would tell them that Pookie was the 4 lb. body with 400 lbs. of spirit, and Midos was the 145 lb. body with the 1450 lb. heart. I think he must have missed her so much because he deteriorated so quickly during these past 11 months. I spent all my time with him so both he and I would not feel so lonely after she left so you can imagine how much I miss him now....all my doggies are gone and I can't stop crying for each of them right now. I can't tell you how much it meant to me to hold Midos in my arms during his last moments here with me, but it still hurts so much. At least God answered my prayers Friday night, and let him go quickly so he wouldn't suffer. I couldn't bear to watch him in that state.These babies have been in my life for so long that I don't know how I am going to handle my days now, but I will take it one day at a time, moment by moment, and think of all the love and fun times we had together, and imagine Pookie meeting Midos at the Rainbow Bridge, giving him heck for making her wait so long, then leading him across to the beautiful sunny meadows, clear blue skys, rimmed by the forests, down the slopping ravine to the large pond where he sees his play ball at the water's edge waiting for him to push it into the middle of the pond where he will swim and play with it for hours, while Pookie-Bear sits and watches him, happy to have him with her once again. I love you babies...and I miss you...but I am happy you are together again. Be well....you'll be forever in my heart and thoughts...and don't forget to visit me now and again in my dreams while I sleep...your Mommy 000000000 & XXXXXXXXX P.S. David and Anthony love you and miss you too, and remind you to visit them in their dreams as well...or else !!! Daddy says .. him too!!!