Momma's Baby Girl.........Sable

[Sable]

My baby girl Sable just passed on Sunday July 2nd. Parvo took her little life. I am so very upset and angry because she had her shot for Parvo.

She fought so very hard to stay with us. Our Vet tried everything he could to save her. But I had to put her down.

I have never seen or smelled something so bad in my life. It was the most horriable thing I have ever experienced.

I took her to the Vet and he wasn't sure if she had been poisioned or if she had Parvo. He gave her shots to cover everything. I took her home that morning and woke up to the most horriable smell in my room. I stepped out of bed into a big puddle of blood. I turned on my light to see her in blood. I was freaking out! I went down stairs and she stumbbled down them and squirted blood everywhere and on my foot! I couldn't get ahold of my vet so I called my friend. I couldn't handle it. I couldn't save my baby!!!!! We kept water down her and got her in to see the vet that morning. He didn't want to put her down yet. He loved her. So they took her temp and it was 106 it was 105 eailer. So he shot her up and gave me more meds told me to take her home love her and put her under a tree and put water on her. I took her home and did everything he said and I think she slipped into a coma or something. Her jaw was clinced shut and tounge hanging out. She wouldn't move. Then she started to have seizers and tried to vomit. I had to hold her up so she would choke. I thought them I can't let her go on like this. I was so shakin up. I am still it is hard to type this. So I call the Vet and took her in. He looked at her and said it's time. I told him not in his place. So we carried her over under the mulberry tree and layed her down. She was going so I told him to hurry. I put her head in my lap while he stuck the needle in her. I told her I loved her and that she was a good girl. Then she was gone.

Oh God........I am so upset! I have never seen something like that. And my baby had to die like that. I am still so upset. I am so depressed. She was a good girl. She fought going to sleep before she died. She came and laid by me wehn she was so weak. She still gave me paw until the end almost. I think she knew she was loved and didn't want to leave us. What do I do now???? I have another Rott and he is so depressed too.
How do I cope with this? All I keep seeing is all the blood and her going into seizers. I can't get it out of my head.

I know everyone here is so supportive. I wanted to write this so I could get some support because I just can't cope. Also I wanted to put her here.

I love you Sable and always will. You are momma's baby girl. You were a good girl and I wish I could have saved you. I am so very sorry!!!!!!!!
You brought so much joy in my life. Thank you Baby Girl.......You will be in my heart forever. I can't wait to be with you again.......................I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!