HERR ZUES VON HOLOPAINEN..

[PAULA]

HERE IT IS (FORGIVE MY WRITING I CANT REALLY SEE STRAIGHT)

TUESDAY EVENING WE NOTICED THAT HE DID NOT EAT HIS MORNING FOOD BUT HE SEEMED VERY ENERGETIC AND HAPPY AS ALWAYS. I SAT WITH HIM AND FELT ALRIGHT I GUESS THATS WHEN THE THOUGHT ENTERED MY HEAD BUT OF COARSE I REASONED IT AS A WORM OR SOMETHING ELSE. WEDNESDAY MORNING HE WAS STILL NOT EATING AND HE HAD VOMITTED. IT WAS POURING OUT SO I COULD NOT EXAMINE HIS STOOL. I CRIED AS IF IN MY HEART I KNEW. MY TEARS FLOW SO MUCH NOW I CANT STOP. WEDNESDAY I TRIED TO GET THE MONEY TO TAKE HIM IN I TRIED SO HARD BUT NO ONE WOULD SEE HIM WITHOUT THE MONEY,. IM SO FULL OF WHYS AND WHAT IFS RIGHT NOW. I SHOULD HAVE JUST GONE AND MADE THEM SEE HIM. I WOULD HAVE GIVEN MY WEDDING RING TO HOLD BUT THEY WOULDNT HELP. WHEN I GOT HOME HE WAS ALREADY REAL BAD. I KNEW IT WAS PARVO I JUST KNEW. I HELD HIM ALL NIGHT AND GAVE HIM PEDIALYTE. AND TOLD HIM I LOVED HIM AND HE WAS SUCH A GOOD BOY I CRIED WITH HIM AND HELD HIM CLOSE. I FINALLY GOT A HOLD OF MY BOSS WHO SAID HE WOULD PAY FOR IT. HE IS SUCH A NICE BOSS. WE WNT TO THE DOC AND IT WAS TOO LATE MY BABY DIED AT 840 THIS MORNING AND I DIED ON THAT TABLE WITH HIM.
I CRIED AND HELD HIM FOR SO LONG TILL THEY MADE ME LEAVE HIM.. YOU KNOW THIS MORNING AT 5 I WENT TO THE BATHROOM AND WHEN I WENT BACK AND SPOKE HIS NAME HE WAGED HISSSSSSSSSS BUTT I KNOW HE DIED KNOWING HOW MUCH I LOVED HIM. IKNOW HE KNOWS. IT HURTS SO BAD . HE WAS THE GREATEST DOG ON EARTH. HE KNEW ME AND HE KNEW WHEN I WAS NOT GOOD AND HE COMFORTED ME. I SHOULD HAVE KNOW AND DONE MORE..ZEUS I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU AND I HOPE GOD GIVES YOU THOSE TREATS YOU LOVE I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU I SEND YOU MY LOVE AS I HOLD YOUR COLLAR IN MY HAND SO TIGHT. YOU WERE MY BABY..HERR ZUES VON HOLOPAINEN NOVEMBER 34 1999 TO APRIL 13 2000

I LOVE YOU BABY SO MUCH