I miss you already Sabre

[Spoiled Rott'n]

Well yesterday morning around 8:10 a.m. Sabre passed unexpectedly . The day started out as usual, he gave me those big rottie kisses and then jumped off the bed leading me to the door to me let out for his morning pee. Just having had knee surgery on Wed. 12/17/06 he knew I could not motor very well and kept away from those evil crutches. I let him out and hobbled back to bed. Usually he takes a pee real quick does a lap around the yard and comes right back in. But I thought he was just ignoring my calls to come in, until I sent my husband out and he found him already passed away in a mud puddle. I poked my head into the garage to see my dear husband red already from crying and he remarked, "He's dead". My wailing probably woke the entire neighborhood.

I just saw him, I just got kisses from him, he was my protector after my surgery. He just slept with me, he cannot be gone. David quickly noticed that he was not breathing not one little gasp even and we sat with him in our arms on the cold concrete floor in the garage. God his fur was soooo soft I just wanted to sit with him, we did not want to let go. I mean one more ear twirl then in my own little mind that would be enough. One more kiss on the head.

Very quickly Dave hoisted him up and had the ardorous task of taking him to our vet so that they could take care of him. I so wanted to go with them but I stayed behind to make sure Cody was not freaking out. I cannot imagine that tear streaked last ride to the vet. Once there, the vet and his staff were already in tears when they saw who it was.

I am so lost, I never got so close to a dog before. He was our first introduction to the rottweiler breed. Remembering him as an 8 week old pup, watching him grow into this lovable part of our family. I mean he touched people's hearts, he showed people that not all rottweilers were mean, they could have a soft side and give endless amounts of unconditional love back. Plus he was the first pup me and Dave raised together, our first furkid!

Just tell me that this gets easier, please... Tell me that falling asleep to the sound of me and my husband crying and sobbing will stop. Tell me that Cody will be okay and please help me get through this .

[debbiej]

words fail in trying to tell you how sorry I am for your loss. I hope it helps just a little to know that so many here understand. Sabre was well loved and had the best life.

[Spoiled Rott'n]

I already miss the things he used to do, the bucking bronco dance when it was time for a milkbone, hopping on his back paws like a rabbit, the way he would nuzzle me for one for ear twirl and those rottie slurpie kisses. The shock of it is just starting to wear off but man is the house quiet. Cody, our other mix dog is just sad, the cats keep looking for Sabre, and I have not stopped crying yet.

My co-workers, other friends and family have been great because they understand this pain and that I am not crazy for crying over "just a dog" because they he was more than just a dog. I'm just glad he got to see one more snowfall, one more christmas party, both things that he sooo loved. In his eyes nothing was better than snowplowing in the back yard with that big ole head and greating guests at our annual Christmas party.

I just feel so terrible that my husband actually was the one to find him, but at least we were both home and he did not suffer. While we still don't know what actually happened I am glad I got to me his dog mom!

[Disturbed_Angel]

I am so sorry. I understand your pain, and i know it hurts so much it takes your breath away. I know how empty and lost,you must feel. I am just so sorry.
He knew how loved he was, he had a good life with you, keep thinking of that and don't rush yourself, if you feel sad then cry, if you feel angry, scream and if you remember a silly thing he did then smile. Look after yourself. xx

[observer]

I am so sorry for your sudden, shocking loss. You are so right.... even with the pain of losing them, we are still glad to have had them in our lives. You all will have one spectacular Rottie angel to watch over you.

[Troodie's Mom]

Oh I am so sorry. I am sending you a big hug. *hug*

[bigdogweilerx2]

I am so sorry for your loss.

[Sam's Mom]

I am so very sorry for your sudden loss of Sabre, your doggie soulmate. I know how totally overwhelming the pain is for you right now. (I was there just a short while ago) The tears..the just sitting and starring at where they used to be...it tears you up!! But....Let yourself "go there" you need to....to get thru it. Like Disturbed Angel said...don't rush yourself, if you feel sad then cry, if you feel angry, scream and if you remember a silly thing he did then smile.

We are blessed with their love and devotion and I believe death does not stop the cycle of love. He is watching over you and still loving you till you meet again. Know that the pain does subside and smiles do come again.

It certainly does sound like he had a wonderful life...parties...first snow falls...lots of love, kisses and ear twirls. YOU gave that all to him.

Sabre...sweet boy, how your Mom and Dad miss you!! Please send them strength and help them find the smiles behind their tears when it is time.

Again my heart and prayers go out to you and your husband.
RIP Sweet Sabre.
Sent with "Rottie Mom Love"....Jane

[Colt's mom]

We have "loved and lost" five furkids as you lovingly call them! We never had children of our own so the dogs ARE our kids! Losing one hurts just as bad as the first but I will always have a dog (or two or...) in my life.The love I share for each and everyone is sooo worth it! It does teach you how precious life is and to take nothing for granted. I do also know they are not as far away as you think! Please take care. it will take time.....

[tilly]

i am at a loss for words.....
so so sorry for your hurt and loss.
RIP Sabre.

[KatMc]

I am so sorry for your sudden loss, I'm glad he got to enjoy one more snowfall and one more Christmas party with you.

One day you will wake up and realize the pain isn't quite as bad as it was last week, then you will smile more at the memories.

My sympathy to you, your husband and to Cody.

Kathy

[Anne]

How very sad. I am so sorry for your loss.

[TR Young]

Oh, I am so sorry to hear about Sabre... It does not matter how we lose them; quickly, suddenly, or when we KNOW they will be leaving us due to a prolonged illness, the loss of a true friend is not ever easy to take. I can't possibly imagine what you are going through, losing him that quickly. How old was Sabre? It almost sounds to me like a heart problem, and if that were the case, I would venture that his quick passing was nearly if not completely painless, and you can count that as a blessing. He didn't suffer the pain of enduring a cancer or other body-eating disease. I know that really does not make this any easier for you, though.
Try to remember that you gave Sabre all the love that you had, and that he knew how much you loved him. Remember that he was in your family and treated with the dignity that a true friend deserves. You gave him the life that is denied so many other dogs; the chance to be with the family that he loved and the ability to spend time with you as much as he wanted. You are good parents.
Rest easy, Sabre; you'll be missed, but your memories will forever be cherished.

[Spoiled Rott'n]

Sabre was 9 1/2 years old, he would have been 10 in June. We are still not sure what happened but whatever it was it was quick. I mean I just let him outside and where my husband found him was right outside the dog door that leads into the backyard.

It is just so quiet, something that is also going to get some getting used too. Sabre let ya know he was in the house with his big boy bark, rottie grumbles and other funny sounds. Cody's been looking for him as well as my cats. Sabre loved the cats, cuddled with them everyday.

I'm sure this gets easier but it just feels like there is a piece of me just ripped out. My husband has been quite a trooper too, filling his time up with work and his bowling. Since having knee surgery I am still not back to work yet, so I am home more than I have ever been but I'm glad in a way because Cody, who will be 12 next month, is loving having me home.

Sabre lived a great life and changed some of our friends and family conception of what a rottweiler can be: loving and tender, protective but aloof and most of all funny but serious at times. It is amazing how many friends and family of me and Dave's that he touched and how shocking the news was to everyone.

Sabre hope you are doing well and playing nice and know that mommy, daddy, Cody, Princess, Spike and Sasha miss you a whole bunch.

[Sabu's mom]

Hi,

So sorry for your loss. Believe me the hurt of the loss does get easier w/time. I posted back in June 2006, when we lost our baby of 11 years, Sabu. At that time, I didn't know how I would possibly go on functioning w/out Sabu in our lives. I was crushed, to say the least. The first few weeks were so painful, words cannot describe. However, the pain of the loss did lessen with each passing week.

I still miss Sabu everyday and there are times when I still cry, thinking of him. We have so many happy memories, though, and that makes it easier. He was a special, gentle soul...

We have since gotten another rottie. When Sabu died, I said I would never get another dog - I couldn't bear the thought of getting that attached to another dog and then going thru the loss of him or her. However, those rotties tug at your heart and you can't help but want another.

Our new pup, now 7 mos. old, is nothing like our easy going Sabu. The new pup, Taz, is a bundle of energy who gets into everything. Never a dull moment w/our new guy.

Anyhow, my heart definitely goes out to you - I know how you are feeling. The pain does pass, however. Take care.

~ Kim