Zoey

[lbraxton]

She's gone. I just got back from having her PTS and it was soooo difficult. I can't begin to put in to words how heavy my heart feels right now. I cried like a baby and I'm still crying like a baby. I'm trying to stay strong for my girls but it's really hard. I'm choked up now so I'm going to end this. I just wanted to let everyone know that I did right by Zoey and put her out of her pain (only 7 months old). I cannot take it. How long does the pain last?

[Bucky's Mom]

Originally Posted by lbraxton

How long does the pain last?

The pain dulls - but the memories last forever - I am so sorry for your loss

Lisa (Bucky's Mom)

[codglvr]

Oh, I am so sorry for all you have been through with Zoey. My heart goes to you. It will take time, but there will be a day when you can look back on your memories with a smile rather than an unbearable heartache.

[denverday]

I am so sorry that it had to come to this...however keep it in your heart that Zoey is thanking you for saving her from the pain...
You are a wonderful person for putting aside your pain to give freedom to Zoey....
Thoughts coming your way for your girls and you
Fly high Zoey.

[Rotty4Me]

I too am dealing with the recent loss of a very loved member of our family, just a few days ago. The pain is so strong. The tears just keep coming. Eventually the tears do stop and the pain lessens. And what is left are the memories that last a lifetime. No one can ever take those from you.

Be at peace Zoey...

Maureen

[TR Young]

I am sorry to hear that Zoey had to leave you. No matter how much time you have to prepare, it still is tough.
Rest easy, Zoey.

[lbraxton]

Thanks for all your thoughts and prayers. My heart is heavy and my responses are very short because I'm trying to keep from breakin down in front of my daughters. I want to be strong but it's so hard. I want to go in the bathroom and breakdown but I know once I start, it will not end for a while. I feel as if I'm in this all alone. My husband seems as if he's not affected by it at all. He's now saying how much work it was and he's not sure if he wants another dog. Right now, I just want to sleep and not wake up (no suicide). I just want to sleep until the pain is completely gone. I feel horrible and alone. I pray to God that the pain will soon subside. I've never experienced pain like this before in my life.

I loved her w/all my heart. It feels as if I lost a child.

[tilly]

i'm very sorry for your loss
many people here understand totally how much it hurts, we never let go of our dogs, they live on in our hearts and memories forever. you did the right thing for your dog, always know that.
RIP Zoey.

[StephanieandToby]

((hug)) I'm so sorry for your loss.

[SaranBear]

I am so sorry. I can't imagine the heart break. You gave her the best gift you could and what you did was very selfless, a true act of love. It sounds like you and your husband grieve differently. It's hard to accept sometimes that these "weird" actions are grieving, but many people act differently than you'd expect in response to a loss. Allowing yourselves and each other time to grieve is the best thing for everyone.

[lbraxton]

It's hard, very hard. The girls are starting to talk about it alot more and it's getting harder to fight off the tears. They cry off and on but overall, they are taking it a lot better than I am. The pain seems unbearable at times. What hurts the most is thinking about her dying in my arms. I'm going to have a drink and take a walk. I'll chat w/everyone soon.

[Dugganmom]

Oh...i am soooo sorry i will keep you in my thoughts and prayers!! jenny

[Rottlva]

My deepest sympathies. So much pain and sorrow lately...I'm so sorry.

[Bucky's Mom]

Originally Posted by lbraxton

It's hard, very hard. The girls are starting to talk about it alot more and it's getting harder to fight off the tears. They cry off and on but overall, they are taking it a lot better than I am. .

There is nothing wrong with your children seeing you grieve for a departed loved one - you should talk about it with them - cry with them - and then encourage them to share their happy memories with you. They need to see that feeling a loss is natural and expected - not to be hidden away as if the feelings don't count.

[Miabella]

I'm so sorry about this. My heart goes out to you and your family. Rest in peace, Zoey.