BYB story..

[samanthaG]

The saddest part of this story is that only those who already care will be affected by it. The people who do this sort of thing don't have hearts to feel sorrow or pain with in the first place.

I don't remember much from the place I was born. It was cramped and dark, and we were never played with by the humans. I remember Mom and her soft fur, but she was often sick, and very thin. She had hardly any milk for me and my brothers and sisters. I remember many of them dying, and I missed them so.

I do remember the day I was taken from Mom. I was so sad and scared, my milk teeth had only
just come in, and I really should have been with Mom still, but she was so sick, and the Humans kept saying that they wanted money and were sick of the "mess" that me and my sister made. So we were crated up and taken to a strange place. Just the two of us. We huddled together and were scared, still no human hands came to pet or love us. So many sights and sounds, and smells! We are in a store where there are many different animals! Some that squawked! some that meowed! Some that Peeped! My sister and I are jammed into a small cage, I hear other puppies here and wish they could play with me! All day we stay in the small cage, sometimes mean people
will hit the glass and frighten us. Every once in a while we are taken out to be held or shown to humans. Some are gentle some hurt us. We always hear "Awe they're are so cute! I want one!" but we never get to go with anyone.

My sister died last night, when the store was dark. I laid my head on her soft fur and felt the life leave her small, thin body. I had heard them say she was sick and that I should be sold at a "discount price" so that I would quickly leave the store. I think my soft whine was the only thing that mourned for her as her body was taken out of the cage in the morning and dumped.

Today, a family came and bought me! Oh happy day! They are a nice family, they really, really wanted me! They had bought a dish and food and the little girl held me so tenderly in her arms. I love her so much! The mom and dad say what a sweet and good puppy I am! I am named Angel.

I love to lick my new humans! The family takes such good care of me They are loving and tender and sweet. They gently teach me right and wrong, give me good food and lots of love! I want only to please these wonderful people! I love the little girl and I enjoy running and playing with her.

Today I went to the veterinarian. it was a strange place and I was frightened. I got some shots but my best friend the little girl held me softly and said it would be OK so I relaxed. The Vet must have said sad words to my beloved family, because they looked awfully sad. I heard severe hip dysplasia and something about my heart. I heard the vet say something about back yard breeders and my parents not being tested. I know not what any of that means, just that it hurts me to see my family so sad. But they still love me and I still love them very much!

I am 6 months old now. Where most other puppies are robust and rowdy, It hurts me terribly just to move. The pain never lets up. It hurts to run and play with my beloved little girl and I find it hard to breath. I keep trying my best to be the strong pup I know I am supposed to be but it is so hard. It breaks my heart to see the little girl so sad and to hear the Mom and Dad talk about
"it might now be the time". Several times I have been taken to that veterinarians place and the news is never good. He always talks about congenital problems. I just want to feel the warm sunshine and run and play and nuzzle with my family.

Last night was the worst. Pain is my constant now. It hurts even to get up and get a drink. I try to get up but can only whine in pain. I am taken in the car one last time. Everyone is so sad and I don't know why. Have I been bad? I tried to be good and loving. What have I done wrong? Oh if only this pain would be gone! If only I could soothe the tears of the little girl. I reach out my muzzle to lick her hand but can only whine in pain. The veterinarians table is so cold. I am so
frightened. The humans all hug and love me. They cry into my soft fur. I can feel their love and sadness. I manage to lick softly their hands. Even the vet doesn't seem so scary today. He is gentle and I sense some kind of relief for my pain. The little girl holds me softly and I thank her for giving me all her love. I feel a soft pinch in my foreleg. The pain is beginning to lift, I am
beginning to feel a peace descend upon me. I can now softly lick her hand. My vision is becoming dreamlike now and I see my Mother and my brothers and sisters, in a far off green place. They tell me there is no pain there, only peace and happiness. I tell the family, good-bye in the only way I know how, a soft wag of my tail and a nuzzle of my nose. I had hoped to spend many, many moons with them but it was not meant to be. "You see," said the veterinarian "Pet shop puppies do not come from ethical breeders." The pain ends now and I know it will be many years until I see my beloved family again. If only things could have been different.

This story may be published or reprinted in the hopes that it will stop unethical breeders and those who breed only for money and not for the betterment of the breed )

Copyright 1999 J. Ellis

[ShelbyVonRhodes]

This truely saddens my heart.
Thank you for sharing.

This hopefully will make anyone think twice about breeding their dog without the proper tools.

Anyone who loves their Rotty as much as I love mine will not breed theirs without all the right procedures.(One can only hope and pray)

Thank you again for sharing!


:)

[Justice]

Since this is a powerful display of words about certain breeding practices, I feel it would be better suited for our Breeding Forum. Thank you.


Justice