[Lblomme]

Monday afternoon, my fiance and I, had to make the biggest decision of our life. To put our baby, my 1yr & 4month old Nytro to sleep.
About a month and a half ago, when we would pet him, he would lower the end of his back. For awhile, we thought he was just kind of liking it. But he got worse. We brought him to the vet only to get pain killers and then prednisone. This past Sunday morning, we brought him to the Vet Clinic in the Cities. Our vet there told us she was almost positive it was an infection along a disc on his spine. He had to spend the night that night and she was sure we would be able to pick him up Monday after noon. We then found out late Monday that the last thing the Dr. thought it would be, was true. He had a large tumor along his spine, even with surgery they wouldn't be able to remove all of it and it would grow back. They said it was cancer, so we were left with the only option, putting him to rest. I know he is in a better place, but I can't stop thinking of him. And I feel that if I move forward I would forget him, and that is not what I want to do . I Miss him so so much, it hurts. My heart aches for him, he was only a puppy. I wonder why these things happy to such amazing animals. I know god needed him for something else, and that he is happier where he is. But it just hurts so much right now. He was my everything, my crazy baby. I love you nytro!