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I made that dreaded decision and Lexi went to her vet for the last time this past Saturday. I didn't know if I made the right choice and somehow felt as if I betrayed her.I want to tell you this. When the vet called and told me she had OS I have a cross that comforts me when I wear it. I went to put it on and couldn't find it. I looked everyday for weeks. The next morning after Lexi was gone I was still in bed at 12 noon. My daughter and grandson came over and encouraged me to get up. Before I went downstairs I looked again for the cross in my room. About 15 minutes later my grandson came running to me saying look what I found. It was my cross. No one knew that I was looking for it. I asked where he found it, he told me in the closet where all the coats are it was on the floor in Lexi's hair. Now, my grandson has never gone into that closet, there isn't anything in there for him. I go in there all day long and that closet gets swept and mopped all the time because her hair would get into it. I put that cross on and felt very comforted. Lexi was always there for me, her unconditional love and loyalty, and even after she was gone she still found a way to take care of me that day. My prayers for all of you, Eileen