[caseygina]

well, we have become members of this group that nobody ever wants to be a part of. this absolutely sucks, this has to be the worst day of my life. my heart is breaking, my husband is devastated, and our world will never be the same. how do we cope? i have to go home now and put on a brave face for her. at least she has no idea what is going on, my husband said she is sitting there with a big smile on her face, i don't want to think about the day i come home and she's not there. we have to talk to the vet later about our options.