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I went to see Sassy this am again because I miss her like crazy and we had such a bad visit yesterday. I cried most of the night and woke up thinking about her. I went to the clinic and they said they had just had her out to clean her cage and she was back in the crate and laying down....she looked soooo worn out I couldnt help but to cry for her.....she acknowleged that I was there and just looked at me......I am so frustrated that I am not seeing drastic improvements.....the girl said that she didnt look worse to her and that she was probably just really worn out because of moving her around to clean her cage....I realize that she has not eaten for 5-6 days now and that she is weak and trying to fight this thing, but how much longer do I have to see her in agony?? :( This REALLY SUCKS! Thanks for letting me vent.....going to see her again this afternoon......