[DHS79]

Thanks everyone.

It was a rough night. I feel guilt for maybe not trying to remove the cancer and give him a chance. I know the neurologist told me I made the correct decision but the guilt will not go away. The last thing I did not want was to have that horrible disease come back and cause anymore pain or him having to go through chemo. He was a fighter and I feel like maybe I did not give him that chance. The guilt is heavy nonetheless.

I just wish I can play with one more time and to scratch behind his ears like he loved.