 I just came home from the vet alone
well I just came home from the vet alone. I am absolutely numb. They took x rays and after there was nothing more to do for her the rest seems like jibberish. They did tell me her spine had bad arthritis, she had a mass that was pushing her intestines which was enetring the waste into her system, she had bad arthritis in her back legs and they said they could give her steroids, but she would basically be bedridden. They had to take her out of my jeep on a stretcher. I decided that it was time and my heart is broken. I had 5 dogs at one point that I called my Fab 5 she was my last. She was my last Rotti and she was my baby...My 2 other rottis boy and girl, actually were her parents (by mistake) I didn't want to breed but he got her when it was hr 1st heat...2 days before her scheduled spay that was obviously canc because of the heat cycle, so I had Tasha forever. I just feel so numb and don't understand how this happend in the blink of an eye!! She was such a good girl!! and my life will be empty without her. I just want to thank everyone for your prayers and good wishes!! I wish you all the best with your dogs. We have 3 now..none from my fab 5, but rescue,,...A Maltese I found wandering in the snow that noone claimed, a papillon, and an english mastiff that had pneumonia...But its not the same ...I love my Rottis !! anyway my eyes are burning and need to lay down as I feel absolutely sick to my stomach...  |