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Well today did not go well. Howevewr, I did get the answers I was looking for. I went to a consultaion with a surgeon to discuss my options for Sheva. Surgery is not an option. It was doubtful that even with a hemimandiblectomy it would be possible to make good enough margins to give her a good prognosis. Although part of me wanted suergery to be an easy fix, I am glad that I did not have to make a decision or wonder either way if I made the right decision. Although logically I am coming to terms that my Sheva will not be with me long, I still can't grasp the idea. Does any body have any suggestions that may help prevent bleeding at tht tumor sight? My vet gave me some silver nitrate sticks to stop the bleeding, but I would like to prevent it from starting because even though they work great, it is hard to rub the sticks on her tumor because I know it hurts. Also, for those who have experience with this is it normal for her tumor to grow so fast. In a matter of 2 weeks, it has gone from unnoticeable to painful and huge. Also, I hate to ask this because the though is so unbearable, but does anyone know how long she has before it becomes unbearable. She is now on antibiotics, dermaxx and tramadyl. I am sorry I am asking so many questions, but I really value personal experience when dealing with this tragedy.