| Re: My Roxie PTS
OH MARYA ...
It's not going to ever get better, but it will fade. I'm re-reading this post and it's freshly painful, bringing up my own, somewhat similar experience, over two years ago. I still start to cry more often than I can control.
So many people here have gone through this, and it does help to know you're not alone (you're not!) and there are people here who truly, fully, completely understand. That's pretty rare.
I'd like to tell you to move on, but you will when you're ready. Take care of Willy - tell him stories about Roxie, and I agree with Donaldson, who mentioned that Roxie's appearance in your dream is a huge, gigantic sign that she's looking down and smiling.
Second-guessing is destructive. We all learn from our "mistakes." You'd better believe I'm going to be a better owner next time.
- Laura |