| Re: My Roxie PTS
marya, I know you are struggling with your heart and mind. Sometimes, no matter what you do the outcome would be the same. The maybe's and should of's will run through your mind. For 3 1/2 yrs you have given Roxy a warm home with food and love. You have tried all that you could. Coming to terms with that will take time. Please know you will find peace in your heart. Maybe not tomorrow, but it will come. It took me almost 2 yrs to find peace in my heart. This forum is the first time I spoke of the lab to anyone other than my husband. Oct. was the 3 year anniversary. Roxy will always be with you. The good memories of what she was potentially able to be, not the bad memories of the demons that haunt her. I am sure your husband questions "why". Why did it have to be this way. He might not have been as close to Roxy, like you. But, Roxy was a part of the family. I do believe God only gives us what we can handle. Roxy needed you and you needed Roxy. You understood her through her good times and bad times. You were there when she needed you most, and you came to her rescue. Relieving her of her demons. A gift, I am sure, Roxy is thankful for. She will always be loyal to you. Even when you meet her at the Rainbow Bridge.
Diane  |