| Re: Am I losing it?
Believe me, after the dreams I had described earlier about my Thor, I have come to believe that our pet has sensed that ache in your heart, and has done whatever it takes to will herself to comfort you with her never failing unconditional love. It doesn't matter if people tell you or me that it is wishful thinking, self-deception, or whatever, treasure any thoughts you receive of her bouncing full of life and joy. The strong bond you have is still there and giving to you. Animals instinctively don't complain until their body fails and betrays their suffering. The very fact that you shed tears shows your heart is in the right place and that you have done everything you know and can afford to do. Be honest with yourself knowing you could do nothing more, perhaps could not afford to do any more. The dog always will always love and forgive you; do the same back. Express your love privately, even write down your every thought in a "love letter" . Do that until the pain goes away and never do it to help you forget. How could you forget the love and bond with your pet? Impossible.  |