| Re: 19 hours since I lost my girl....and how I feel I can so very much relate to your feelings. In 2004, my husband died of lung cancer in October. Less than 3 weeks later, by heart dog of 10 years left too. I held on to her and didn't want to let her go because I just couldn't have them both gone. I was out of my mind when I told the vet he could operate on Sheena Marie. My head was truly up my butt. She came out of the surgery but bloated and they had to put her down right then and there. I never got to hold her and say good bye.
You made the right decision. Please don't doubt your self ever. I can't even begin to tell you how watching her suffer would have affected you. Her time here was only shortened by days. She did not have suffer and she was not afraid. You were kind and had her best interest at heart. You made the right decision, I promise you did!
Jane |