[rottgirl]

Stop beating yourself up!!

You gave Missy the ultimate gift in life - freeing her from her pain.

I lost my first girl (Snickers) 3 years ago to lymphoma and I remember telling her when she went into surgery - "No regrets if I don't see you again leave this world with your dignity"

I was heartbroken put could see in her eyes she was thankful I was "giving her permission" to die.

We have since gotten a new girl - Paradise.I think Snicks had a hand in sending her to us. She was never a replacement for Snicks.

Take care and remember the good times you and Missy had. She is now your guardian angel.

Michele