3 months ago today was Roxies last day with me. Sometimes i can't believe it's been this long, othertimes it feels like yesterday. My heart still hurts for her, sometimes when i'm returning home from somewhere my chest tightens up when i remember she won't be waiting for me, sometimes i wake up and forget just for a moment that she's gone and i won't stroke her big head again.
3 months ago, i was trying to make sure she had done all her favourite things, we played tug til we were both lying on the floor in exhaustion, we lay together as i brushed her shiny fur and she went her favourite walk with her granny because granny needed time to say goodbye too. On the way to the vets we stopped at McDonalds and the greedy girl had 2 cheeseburgers and an ice-cream. She was happy.
3 months ago, i held her and told her i loved her, that she was a good girl, Fudge the bunny was waiting to play again and to wait for me at the bridge because i wouldn't be long.
So, 3 months on, i still miss her more than anything, i have a hole in my heart where my heart dog took a piece with her.
Roxie, I'll love you and miss you always baby girl.
