[my2rotties]

Thank you for all the words of kindness. I am completely lost right now, and still am not eating or sleeping. I don't know what to do with myself. I start projects and just cannot focus at all.

I forgot to mention one thing about the day Diva left. Our vey left our home, and Frank turned the stereo on. I was standing there looking at my baby. I was so beside myself, I was calm. I stood there and tried to take it all in. My girl, my pride and joy, the picture of energy, spirit and joyful life, laid there never to move again. My knees buckled and I was hugging her with tears pouring. The song "American Pie" came on. It was so approprate for Diva and I. She was my music; she sang through her life, making the house joyful and all that surrounded her sing. I hate this house now, and even when I take Sabre out, the world seems so cold, and barren now. Her energy was so strong, so noticeable, so missed. On Februsary 12, 2007 the music died, and I did right along with her.