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Originally Posted by ronsky1232000   I am so sorry for you having to make that final decision but Zoey relied on you 100% to do the best thing for her and that is what u did. |
I know and I'm past that. What I'm not past is the pain. It's been a while now and some days it still seems sooooo fresh. I'm just venting and missing her - that's all.
It's so amazing how a dog touches your life and how you miss the little things about them. Zoey would toss her food bowl around and around until it broke. We finally got smart enough to purchase the stainless steel bowl after she cracked 3 bowls. (DUH) I also missed the way she would look at me in my bedroom because she couldn't come in my room unless invited. I miss the excitement in her eyes when I would come home. She would sit down and pray that I would rub her. She had to sit down before I would show her affection because I didn't want her jumping on people. I miss the way she would look at me when I would make her stay. It was look that said, when is she going to release me.
I MISS HER AND TODAY IS NOT A GOOD DAY!
Thanks for allowing me to vent!