| Lady B, thank you, again... I am crying so hard I can't type, but you validated my feelings. I am just so SURE that she could have some more GOOD days, and I want her to be able to enjoy them, if they should come... at the same time, I suffer with her. Last night, I laid down with her, she is bloated so much that when she lies down, her legs don't touch each other, and her eyes are swollen, and she whimpers.. She told me what she wanted... We had a long talk, and I guess I have accepted this to the degree I am able to.
You are right, though, and I have looked into my heart, and I know the answer...
The answer is just so hard to accept... |