[pazzo]

Hi its been sometime since I posted but I just felt the need to now. I know that if anyone could understand it would be all of you people here. We never had a chance. Cancer. Struck is just like that. He was never sick not one day in 7 years, until that Saturday when he started becoming a picky eater and sunday and Monday I called the vet. Tuesday we saw the vet who assured me he was fine. I demanded blood work, I knew he wasn't. Wednesday my world changed with the results of the blood work not being good, I rushed him to university of penn. only to find out he was riddled with cancer. He was bleeding into his abdomen, his chest cavity and it was ending quickly! My world was changing by the second, I was in shock and still am. I lost my Nico on October 17 and my heart went with him that day! I stayed with him to the very end I would never had let him go alone. His head was in my lap the entire time. He left with the dignity and the respect he was born with. He was a beautiful specimen of the breed and he was my heart my life. It has been slightly more than 2 weeks and I can't get passed this. I miss him soo much. His reminders are everywhere. Nico helped me grow as a person its sounds crazy but I am better because of him. I know that brighter days are coming, I know that he would be so upset for me to be like this so FOR HIM I will move forward. I hope he knew how much he was loved. He touched the hearts of soo many people, it truly was amazing. Amazing that he is not here. I hope that everyone that reads this gives thier baby a little extra after reading this because life can truly change in the blink of an eye! Thank you all for listening.:(