[chivas]

thanks everyone for the words of encouragement. Its just harder some days then others. I never thought she would ever be gone. She was never "old" even at 11 years, only the cancer slowed her down. I still expect to come home and see her and when there is nothing it hurts. I was lucky in many ways, that I know. I try to count them daily to make the pain less. I was lucky to have her 11 years, i know most rotties dont live that long. I was lucky she had 5 good months after the diagnosis, i also read how many dont have that long. I was lucky that she was so special to me. So I see that in many ways I am luckier then most, but it doesnt make me feel better. SHe was my savior during a very bad marriage and my light in the darkest days, i just miss her so much.
Kim